Hello! I’ve been thinking about posting more here lately. I post on Instagram for the most part pretty regularly, I also have an X account which is dying, as I feel X is dying, and I have an account on CARA to exist in an AI~free platform (which I appreciate), but CARA is so new and it feels like I’m alone in a dark hallway so far. I have my YouTube Channel that I’m enjoying too (Go like and subscribe!). But I’ve been noticing a desire for a place to write like I’m writing now - more of a personal outflowing of thought.
While I do enjoy the community on IG, and I’ve met so many kind and wonderful people on the app (maybe some of you reading this!), the tides have changed and the algorithm wants to sell sell sell, which feels ugly. Not to mention the AI training that my art is doing without my consent. That one feels personally disgusting and disheartening and I fear it is all inevitable. This is how it is. But my wisdom is asking me to dig deeper into my very humanity. To move in a way that feels natural and seek the daily habits that support my nature. And so in asking myself what that looks like, writing has been on my mind.
I am an artist. I feel my way through life. I feel a LOT. And I express that in my art. I appreciate that in my art - that there’s a place for me to go with all the feels and lace together stories in a visual way. Freaking the love of my life, art. My brain is constantly listening for fragments to be creative with. And words - I’ve felt were too specific in the past, feel rightly specific now. It’s almost like technology is wiping away our humanity and I’m very much wanting to connect with it more and more and more, desperately. I want to connect. That’s all art is. In all forms - it’s connecting. And it is our highest form of intelligence and HUMANITY. (Again, that word)
So. I’ll be here. More. I hope you will be too.
~Brandi :)